Pushing me away

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time
Left to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away?
Why I played myself this way?
Now I see you're testing me
It pushes me away

I've tried, like you
To do everything you wanted to do
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you